constantly paranoid at the moment, to the point when i can’t sleep. i don’t understand why, there is nothing to be paranoid about.
honestly,
having the best summer ever. this is the first time i’ve been home for more than 15 mins in a fortnight. i cannot give enough love to all the people that have made it so good. i suppose, in a way, i’ve taken alot of risks this summer. i’ve done stuff that i thought i would never do and taken the chance, and it has been fucking worth it. never been so high on life ever ever ever.
i love the way everyone has adopted this ‘give a fuck?!’ stance though. for all i know, i could be in london tomorrow. FUCKING WINNING.
london tomorrow. YES.
amy winehouse.
ok, so I wasn’t her biggest fan, but I do own her newer album and have a few songs on my ipod. gotta say everyone saw this coming, but its still really sad. rest in peace amy. her death WAS self-inflicted, but she had a hella lot of talent nonetheless, and she did not deserve that.
all i can say is blake; you’re a fucking bastard.
FUCK YOU
so many things i wanna say right now.
(this is all for you, sam)
I could watch you for a lifetime in my favourite movie
Can’t wait to be fully blonde after today. This is the first step.
Note to all blondes who want to dye their hair brunette - don’t. You wouldn’t believe how much it costs to get your blonde back. And this is apparently common sense that I didn’t listen to. Can’t say I’m surprised.
fucking cunt.
unfortunately, my life is full of them. today could not possibly get any worse.
suppose it’s time for bed.
yaaaaaaaaaaaaawn
